LYRICS


Pursuit of happiness


Tell me what is life about
I wish there wouldn't be this doubt
the walls I built start crumbling
turning point from something to nothing
from the start to the ending
I find it hard to be attempting

be brave don't back down
run fast don't slow down
there is more to come
you just gotta stay strong
PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS
look up don't look down
can't find luck on the ground
there is more to come
you just gotta stay strong

the good times that I still remember
back then I wouldn't surrender NO
keep your goals high keep your expectations low
momma said that I shouldn't bother
always keep your head above the water
but I'm sinking further and further
and deeper and deeper and it's getting harder to breath

be brave don't back down
run fast don't slow down
there is more to come
you just gotta stay strong
PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS
look up don't look down
cant find luck on the ground
there is more to come
you just gotta stay strong

Oh oh oh oh ohhh

be brave dont back down
run fast dont slow down
look up don't look down
Pursuit of happiness



Her


I wish I was stronger
but anytime i feel her
I let her take control
I can't see myself without her
she makes all of it worse
but my voice shakes without her

breath in, breath out
please stay quiet, don't get loud
all this anger hate is hunting me
how did we become this way

take me away from her now
take her place and safe me now
take me away from her now
safe my soul before I drown

it hurts to know
I won't break up on my own
she will drag me six feet under ground
and I just can't fight for my own

take me away from her now
take her place and safe me now
take me away from her now
safe my soul before I drown

on and on it goes hatred grows
on and on it I loose control
(on and on it goes hatred grows)
(on and on it I loose control...)

will I be able to control myself again
I hope that I'll find a way out of this
if I stick with her she will destroy whats left of me
she's not the reason
she's not the remedy



Unbearable


I've been searching for an answer or a reason
why i should believe in, is there still good left
in this fucked up place
'cause whereever i look there's fire and flame

lying awake in this miserable place
i feel infected by these lies and this hate
paralyzed, unable to speak
questioning the life that we lead.

All this just seems unbearable
the illusion of faith
it poisons my veins
why is this so unbearable
i am longing for something that i can hold on to

darkness keeps spreading no lighthouse in sight
all those around me infected by spite
selling you hope and charging with fear
running in circles it's grinding my gears

All this just seems unbearable
the illusion of faith
it poisons my veins
why is this so unbearable
i am longing for something that i can hold on to

*Elevator jazz music playing*

Can someone make it bearable
Can someone make it bearable
Can someone please make it bearable
These illusions of faith still poison my veins
Can someone please make it bearable
i am longing for something that i can hold on to



Update & Upgrade


I am alone and left behind
my eyes are open but I feel blind
I won the game but I lost the fight

I am down I am sore but you won't break me no more
I am down I am sore but you won't break me no more
No more (ahhh)

I am alone and left behind
but I'll stay strong and go the extra mile
and I will fix an repair the marks on me
Update and upgrade

I am back, back again
better than I was before
ready for what's ahead
let's make a bet I'd win a game of every kind
I am down I am sore but you won't break me no more
I am down I am sore but you won't break me no more
No more (ahhh)

Left behind

I am alone and left behind
but I'll stay strong and go the extra mile
and I will fix an repair the marks on me
Update and upgrade



Utopia


Am I stuck in an other dimension
where destruction is worth more than creation
this world is a tragedy, conflict and agony
no cure, no remedy
we are alone
we are alone
we are alone
(we are alone)
(are we alone)

Sekunden wie Tage, Stunden wie Jahre
Bekommen keine Antwort auf unsere Frage
Es wird laut, dann still

Ist das der Preis
Ein Leben voller Sorgen
sehen alles nur noch in schwarz weiss

Du und ich halten uns fest
an einer utopischen Vorstellung einer besseren Welt
ringen um Macht
setzen Glück gleich mit Geld
aber ist es das was wirklich zählt?
was wirklich zählt?!

(what really matters)
(what really matters)
(what really matters)



Far behind


minute by minute
and hour by hour
we're fighting and drifting apart
ripped my heart out, my soul out
and the good things within it
and ripped it in separate parts

say everything that you've got left to say
tell my why we grew apart
there's nothing left from our earlier days
break free from the chains

What is left is my mind and the words I still can't find
all the thoughts present in this time menaningless
yet so far behind

year over year you washed it down the drain
from something to nothing
from compliment to complain
from love to hate

there has to be something more
there has to be a cure
is there something outside

say everything that you've got left to say
tell my why we grew apart
there's nothing left from our earlier days
break free from the chains

What is left is my mind and the words I still can't find
all the thoughts present in this time menaningless
yet so far behind